Saul

Tonight's fellowship talked about the story of Saul in 1 Samuel. I think that I was a little like him, the previous me. Saul was jealous of another person for being better than him and even intended to harm him. I had that kind of jealousy too, but not till the extent of harming people. I will think that I am no weaker than other people, why do I get lower marks than other people? Somehow I still take it as a room for me to improve and to find out the reason I got lower marks. Maybe I didn't do what the lecturer wanted and because of that my marks was cut off. Until now, if I have this kind of thought, I will pray and ask for forgiveness. Jealousy kills. So, stay away from it!